I can not seem to stop, I am really trying to hide!!!! The part of me that still hurts, the sensitive side!!!!! That place that I need to protect, I really do have to but when someone comes, with a question for help what do I do??? Can't find the strength to push the one away Am I weak or strong when yes is what I say!!!!!!!!? Maybe I am ready to go back to opening everything also my heart? To the pain, and the pleasure of giving, maybe this is again a new start???
christ I feel like i have to ask someone for answers because my decisions ****!!!!!! but who???