As red drips through the many cracks of a wall my mind slowly becomes more vague. I stand over the wall that was once a pale yellow and I try to remember what yellow actually looks like. But I cannot remember because I cannot imagine a color other than red. But then the wall becomes black, no everything becomes black and I can not remember what red looks like. I try to imagine how this wall once looked but there is no longer any wall. not a yellow wall, not a red wall, not even a black wall.