I am realizing I seem to be a toy Passed on from boy to boy Told I'm loved by one, then by many None of them meant it, not any I am just a doll that is a common interest for no more than a second I feel like my sanity is being threatened I have feelings, but then I don't, confused and hurt by each guy Driven by a passion to believe each and every lie I want to be loved and that's why I follow But left here in a puddle of my own tears I shall wallow Till the next guy walks bye with his sweet word Only to yet again cause my mind to flutter like the wings of a bird Believing yet again that he could be the one Just to break up the next day, week, month to see that we are done A toy I am and a toy I shall be And if it continues, these boys will see When you break a toy there is a consequence And I will burn the memory of myself in their conscience