The strength of my soul fluctuated
approaching negativity.

I no longer have the strength.
To be happy and carefree.

I need to be awakened.
A wake up call, anything.

Somebody, save me
for I am
falling into deep abyss of a billion thoughts and provocation,
drowning in the paradoxical ideas of philosophical notion.

I am gasping for air
because this load left me unaware.
My world is collapsing
I don't want this as an ending.

If this is a test,
Give me the strength I need.
The least,
some patience to feed.

Quick!
Before my heart dies.
Before I disintegrated.
Before I crumble
to rubble.