I messed up can we please forgive?
There is no reason to look back or relive.
I am one who frustrates people deeply so.
This is when away from people
I choose to go.
But no.

I am relied on to be brave.
Confidence, kindness, and gratitude is what I gave.
It wasn't enough.
When the feelings come in,
then its rough.

Yes, yes, the level of what I have can make me a burden.
No matter who I'm with I can't get a word in.
The fear of Parapraxes,
a meltdown,
or being introduced and alone.
Forget my social life!
I can't do anything right with other people!
I'm going home.

The people I do have in my life deserve to be
aware of what my situation may come to be.
They mean everything so here's my love.
When they don't understand
I rely on God above.
Then send the dove.

I am not fake, I am real, I am a wave.
I crash at the edge of the sea I am brave.
I am a tree.
Straightforward as my leaves fall
to tell you when there will be change.
When they are gone, I'll be naked.
And that will be all.
I am a snowflake, I choose my path.
As I fly, I land, I melt, and that is the aftermath.
Yet I am thunder.
I cry and make noise so all will suffer
when something bad is going on.
But the people below my clouds and rain drops
are stressed out, wet, and their day is ruined.
They wonder why this happened, then I know,
I did something wrong.