I was not born to be used
To be walked all over
To be at your beck and call
And then just disappear.
You can't change me and then leave.

At first I just wanted your attention and passion.
I guess I got greedy, and wanted your love too.

When I first felt your lips on mine
I didn't prepare for life 6 months down the road.
I didn't prepare for being just a passing fancy.
I didn't prepare for nights spent missing you.

I didn't prepare for laughing and joking with you
Pretending I don't know what each of your tattoos are of.
Pretending you don't know what I look like when I first wake up.
Pretending I have never seen that little scar across your torso.
Pretending my clothes haven't been strewn across your floor.
Pretending we've never caressed each others bare skin.