You never know how much you hurt until you feel that pain deep down in your abdomen.. the pain that's so sharp that every single breath makes it difficult for you to gasp for oxygen. My chest has this pain that aches with every thought of you.. so when I'm alone a tear drop falls from my eyes... I'm strong so I hold back a few!

Words cut a person deep, so deep that you'll feel like dying soon.. but knowing there's all ways better days I just smile from all the good things I thought about you.. reminiscing about how we use to have fun made me shed a few tears and actually they came down like a water fall. That my lashes mended together and my eyeliner ran, but at that moment I truly didn't give a ****!

Nine words you said to me made me feel some type of way... never thought I could hate someone the way that I now hate you babe.. you toyed with me and brought fuckery into my life, but in the end you claim that I frustrated you and dnt even try to put up a fight to keep me in your life..

Men only leave you when they've found someone else new... they play with you and you're their puppet till they're actually thru.. Now anger starts to kick in and you're thinking all these evil thoughts..

So instead of wishing bad things.. I just lay here and go deep into thought...

I'll never again allow what happened take place again... so to make my self feel better I'll rather lose thought of you and cry one last cry!!!