About to go to sleep
Resting on my soft bed
Listening to the soft beat of music taking me under
But something keeps me awake
Somethings coming
a change is up ahed
I feel it on the back of my neck
It's like someones watching me
I open my eyes
My room is dark
I look out my window
My breath fogs off the glass
I cant get this feeling free
I just can't
Every night i go to bed thinking about something
My Life at school
The people that treat me like garbage
How i will get revenge on them
My friend Drifting away from me
How I get them back
Sometimes i think about what to say to people
or sometimes i think about people
Sometimes I dance alone in my room to taylor swift
Because the guy i like really does belong with me.
Yes, I know a basic night for me
These things always keep me up at night
They keep everyone up at night
But this is different
Its the same feeling i had a year back
Something bad happened
I know its coming
I hope it comes soon so i dont have to deal with this anymore.
Its like im Being haunted.
By My Past
By My Present
By My Future, most of all
So i will ignore this feeling and try to get to sleep
I have had to do it before  
I just have to ignore the pain
And trail off into a blissful darkness where only dreams disturb my thoughts.