you see, i've developed the front of a sheep and mind of a wolf and concaved into myself like an irregular polygon because of the people who roughly handled me like a last resort, never to fit in and always to be confronted with my imperfections. these hands are midas's opposites, converting beauty into the beast, scavenging the bone marrow of others to keep me alive. the wall i've built up makes the wall of china look like a scaled down model, because the difference between jail and my ribcage is absolutely nothing. they come hand in hand like best friends and i wish to drown the sorrows building up in my chest with a tsunami with metaphors that speaks of safehouses where people exist, not annihilation.