Loving you
Was the best thing
That could eva happen to me..
Or s0 it seemed..

The l0ve I had for you
Is the cause
Of this new me ~
A horrible human being

I can n0 longer feel
N0 emotion to reveal
Cold as ice and heartless
Is n0t who I was set out to be

I'm hating this new being
Passing on that hurt freely
To others who don't deserve it
Hoping they become like me

Secretly, truely knowing
I wud go down on my knees
And Start praying
Just to FEEL...

But I'm the one now
Who causes pain
But all I'm actually trying
Is for them neva to feel hurt