I'm trying to find inspiration from the sun but its radiance is absolutely blinding causing dazed looks and inevitable perplexion. So I think that maybe if I stand here long enough it might build a narrow path right in my direction, leading me towards a walkway I can finally understand. Instead of the waxy candelabras that tell tales as old as time I might stumble upon something of shine and glimmer against the darkest of curtains and the fading shadows hidden behind giggles and the smell of sweet scented roses. But with the wind on my back and the fire in my heart I might just conquer the world and join the sun in its conquest to fill a void at centre of the universe and at the core of my soul.