We don't always get what we want,
We may not always see what we hear
We may not realize what we had is gone
But I still have, see and feel my inner fear.

I have no hope, no sense of living
No sense of anything, nothing worth
giving.
No sense of positivity, I feel my heart no
more.
I feel nothing inside of me, nothing I've
never felt before.

I gave everything I've got, yet failed
once again.
Nothing hurts more, I feel like I've
reached my greatest end.

What is happiness? A cloak of false hope?
What does happiness truly feel like, it's
something I'll never know.
What is love? A cowardly way out for
someone?
Will I ever know what love is, does it just
happen to anyone..

The life I live feels no value, nothing
I can understand.
Nothing I can have, not even a wish to hold
her hand.

I go on alone, wondering what happens now
Someway, maybe I'll get through it all, I don't know
how.
I don't know what else to do, I'm running out of
time.
I can't fix the pain, this little pathetic heart of
mine.

My friends and family always teach and tell me
the greater values of life, even my own.
I'll always have them by my side, but in a
sense, I'll always feel alone.
Teaching me from right and wrong, God always
tells me what to do.
Everyone always seems to know the greatest thing
about my life.


Maybe I'll know too...