The day passed on and I ran errands here and there.
Most people would want some time to relax, some time to sit and just stare.
But I try to keep myself busy,
Gotta keep you off my mind, cuz I know later tonight the thoughts of you will keep me up.
The post office, the doctors and the grocery store...
Although I try to keep myself busy you're constantly on my mind.
Everywhere I look something reminds me of you.
And now I'm in the shower and as the water pours down my body,
Tears form in my eyes.
All the memories come flooding back and it hurts me so bad inside.
I wish so much that we could still have what we used to have.
For the way you once looked at me to return.
I wish to see the smile on your face and know I put it there,
To hear you laugh with me without a care.
Where did I go wrong? I always wonder.
All I ever did was care.
Was I not enough? Did you really love me? Did you care?
The nights are even worse.
I lay there awake and thinking about you and wishing we could be.
Dreams don't bring counsel either,
Cause you're always there.
I fear I'll never be over you...
It makes me scared.