Is it okay
If I love you
More then you give to me
Is it alright
For me to hurt
To dig deeper into my wounds
While you stand from afar
As you watch me bleed


is it sad
That  broke apart
When you moved away
Even though you're close
I feel your too far away
Is it pathetic
That I feel too much
And my heart is on the verge of collapsing
But do you ever feel a thing?

Is it worthless
Of me to think of you
So often
When you might not even give my existence a second thought
Is it dumb of me
of me to chase after you
When you took me for granted
And you wouldn't think of doing the same

My life
Shouldn't be wasted on such things
My tears Aren't worth shedding
My time
Can't be reversed
But if it could
I think
I'd love you more