I used to think that I was nothing without you
but now I know that all you do is bring me down
I though that all my world revolved around you
but I know now that you're what I need to learn to live without

This isn't love
I don't know what it is
The dark and twisty games
That we both know we both play
It's almost sick
That we keep on pretending
That this is how we both feel
What do we even know?
I am sick
Is this real?

I'd like to think that I'm not ruined forever
But I don't know if I believe anyways
Is there a way for things to be good and normal?
Those three words I'll forever be hesitant to say

This isn't love
I don't know what it is
Every night we say goodnight
Like we are all each other needs
We keep on pretending
That this is how we both feel
What do we even know?
About any of this
This can't be real

You have the greatest gift I can give
and That's quite a price for me to pay
just To learn that I do not love you
At all in that true love way

This isn't love
I don't know what it is
I thought I learned that love was
Pain and
Suffering
But maybe this isn't it
I haven't found it yet
Regardless,
I'll be forever scared to say it again
What do we even know?
I know now,
We're nothing