Sleepless nights with imagery painted so blandly wandering A constant feeling of loss or losing Thoughts on progress and prayer I'm self destructing Forged from fires stumbling Embers whisk away into nothing Now I ask this "God" am I even worth your saving The silence, it is crushing Flowing endlessly underneath Born into a life lost to misery Wandering Thoughts on progress, prayer, self-loathing, and envy is all that's left of (for) me No Conquering Visions of a future so serene Conquering Visions of a life of constant building Conquering Visions of lines blurred oh so passionately Conquered