I got over the boy of two years' desire in a single day,
but no matter how much I've tried, getting over you, a month's desire and the only month I've had where a man was good to me, is not something that will come soon or with ease.
I don't know if or when I'll move on from this phase, which I hope I'll be able to call it, but I sure hope I do if you don't hop on this ship and join me down this river.
It's 2am and I'm about to fall asleep, but I started writing and I think all I wrote was gibberish. Sorry!