I understand sometimes we all forget,
which sometimes we can misinterpret as regret.
But I can still feel it in the air all this animosity.
But I still admit when I'm wrong and i stay true to my honesty.
I escape my reality through my dreams,
where my place is perfect, no one hollers or screams.
Sometimes for the worlds sake,
I wish I would stay asleep and never awake.
I feel as though my existence was a huge mistake,
like I was brought up to believe something that turned out to be fake.
Always hoping for a better tomorrow,
which only brings sadness and sorrow.
Why is this life so lonely and cold?
Why are you feeling like this your only 20 years old!
Snap out of it, you got your whole life ahead of you,
life is hard and its gonna be tough to get through.
How is that a option, when life spits in your face,
laughing at you, telling you your worthless and full of disgrace.
So what happens when you stop eating and give up the good fight?
Would you turn to the dark or head into the light?
I'm no where near a criminal, not even close to homicide,
don't get me wrong I wont stoop as low as to suicide.
Maybe its a figment of my imagination, and its all in my head,
and all this will go away once I take my sorry *** to bed.
For once Mr. Wright, guess what? your wrong.
You honestly think anyone will listen to your sorry *** song?
What makes you think that anyone would care?
They already have enough problems that they have to bear.
No one is gonna listen to those lonely nights to help you cope,
remember when you extended your hand? What did they say, “nope.”
why keep going, you should just give up hope ,
I'll tie the knot in the noose and we can finish it with this rope.
Things don't seem to get any better, but worse.
I wish I can go to a better time and play my life in reverse.
You can say I'm crazy or even absurd,
but just remember this is spoken from the insomniac word.