but somehow all the funny quirky things you do make me laugh and roll to my side and then look you dead in the eye (you can turn our silly moments into serious ones) and somehow when you're there, I never have a nightmare (or when I did you said, "that can't happen because I'm here and you're here and we won't let it" and the nightmare didn't last) something about this boy something about this boy ...there's something about this boy