a desperate hope in a deep hole to reach the brim was stl far .the ladder found me hopeless brusquely i climbed up to the last step i found myself shaken down and the persistence made me climb again and pushed me to the brim. after ward i walked around the brim of the hole . i didn't feel like taking a look down the hole but where to go......to be continued standing near the brim my back facing the hole finding where to go finding no where to direct and i thought behind my back might be some