Why is it that, now that I've found someone who loves me, I'm throwing them away? You're the first to love me back and the first to have me completely enraptured and I love you. Oh how I love you.. But thats just it. You're the first. These are my butterfly days and I will love again. I am not your first love. Someone else once held your heart like you hold mine, and crushed it. In time you healed and you will heal again for I will recrush your rebuilt heart because I'm leaving. And mine will stay in your hands until you throw it far away.