When going through hell, We'd always look forward. God do I look forward to our cabin. That one place where we pretend Everything will get better. You haven't mentioned it in a while, But it feels like I visit it every day. A warm fire to dry the tears. Trees to listen to the broken singing. Even though it isn't real, This is my home base. Our cabin. I sit on our couch and breathe With my face in my hands I swear I can feel you Rubbing my back. I always pretend you're here. It's the only place I can find you anymore. But at least in this imaginary place There is an imaginary chance That things might still turn out okay.