trying to sleep in the hostile hostel stranger noises allow terrifying fantasies to permeate my tired mind sleep deprivation as a lifestyle choice - shadow figures encroach as frozen muscles fail only able to tremble, be it the cold or the horror of what I cannot make out - shapeless faces blend with faded wallpaper morphing from alien abduction to hysterics over tree branches scratches rain against the panes bring fresh pain - drained, emotionally slumber finally conquers the mystery of sleep paralysis