It was one of these days, where we hang all day. You can't stand me for a reason yet you ask me not to leave your side. You barely spoke a word and we're laying on the ground staring at the ceiling in silence used to be awkward. But nowadays its all what we have. 6 inches away from each other.. All I wish to say is ask you to be get closer. This situation was usually fine but not today. Today was the worst kind of days for me because I needed to escape from him and me senses. Though my feet were disable to run, walk or crawl away in days like this. I turn my head from time to time looking at you to check if you slept. That's what I tell you but I like looking at you. Today, I couldn't take my eyes off you. I've missed you, I've been craving your voice. I wanted to kiss you. I only stared. Unexpectedly you turned your head to mine and looked at me. You looked at me with open mouth leaking silent words. Shocked to the bones but I won't take off my eyes now. Not yet. No I can't. And then you said "why are you here?" Crying voice, dry eyes. Tiredness written all over your face.
I sighed and smiled. Looked to the other way and started talking "you know, I'm a star and you're the sky. If I leave you..." I paused, looked at him in his gray/blue eyes "I die. I seek death that's true; but when you are around I wish for a little bit more time" my voice started to shake and losing breath. He didn't reply yet his mouth was still open leaking silent words. But then he held my hand and grabbed me to lay only 2 inches away from him. And that's when I knew he loves me but too scared to show it. And that's where I couldn't not to kiss him.