the uncertainties of unendurable disturbances that announce themselves with the plausible coordinates of illusion location an identity to elusive to justify human possession leaves only the confusion of such insoluble difficulties where the finding of this strange image is at once touching and grotesque poses the question what is the self? what are the guarantees of identity? who possesses such and by what right? how is individuality secured? or are we left to the larcenous wiles of ones own deployment an illusion that hovers over one like an appalling malady exquisitely positioned on the mind where it basques in the language of so called neutral expression of thought where one alone denounces the self albeit under compulsion of poignant lament that evaporates among shrouds and gaping graves we are all but the coordinates of illusion