You left all those hairs everywhere 
From that manly chest 
My grizzly test 
I sleep well next to you 
Falling asleep with nothing to lose 
With you by my side I feel alive 
With you gone, 
It's something we shouldn't discuss on 
For I have learned more than to be calm 
To cherish the moments we spend 
Because you may never be back again 
God please bless my soul with the vitamins so I can see 
It's black around 
Hard for me to smile or make a sound 
I want the one who doesn't want me 
It's how it goes 
My relationships dwelling on hoes
Men who sleep and hold a woman's heart 
And takes it with her from the start 
Your Israeli but not a gypsy 
Please come back and give me what you felt like 
Love
Serenity 
Calm love 
Real easy love 
My oppression of what I gave to you 
My heart pieces of my soul 
From poetry I read while you held my ******* 
From talks of a man who made me who does not exist anymore 
I felt something more
With you 
I cried over you 
I don't do that 
I wanted you 
I still want you 
But if you come back, you'll do this again 
Never communicate like a solid man 
Like my wonderful dream husband I thought you might be