I got less time to groom myself.
          less time to have chit chat with my buddies.
 and even lesser time to make new friends.
          I’ve been busy dealing with something
 it is this monster I have inside
          that eats up the 24 hours I have
 thinking of how can I make it shut.
          planning of killing it to make it stop.
 everyday it is getting worse.
          madder and madder as time pass by.
 I don’t know what to do anymore.
          my own ghost is haunting me.
 help — can somebody take me away,
          away from here. away from myself.