I have to wake up
Every day
Knowing
My parents will never see it
The way I see it.
They won't see love
Or hope
Or happiness
They'll see lies
And hate
And "they don't agree with it"
And that hurts
Knowing
I'm unlovable
Because of who I love
It hurts knowing
They won't see her
Beauty and patience
The way I do
They won't be happy for us
On our wedding day
Or anniversaries
Or when we have kids
My family will sigh
And wish it was a boy
And that hurts
So ******* much
You don't know
Until you're in the shoes
And you have lived
A lie
For over a year