i cling
to positivity
so why do i
continue to cling
to the idea of you?
i'm only prolonging
my misery
and part of me thought
a short week ago
that summer would **** me
because i wouldn't see you
but now i pray for summer to come
so i can be on my way
with a mind steering clear of you.
my dear,
you don't really
understand
the words you spoke
gave my heart back to me.
and i shook
and tried to keep the
pieces together
and when i failed
to even hold still
i fled from you.
i guess girls
cry in bathroom stalls
alone after all.

|m.s.