I deserve someone who loves me back. You you said that you "wish you could". I want more than wishes. I want poetry and embraces and car rides. I want ice cream and nose touches and sleepy smiles. I thought you were something that you are not. I fell in love with the way you made me laugh, smiled, and how you looked when you slept. I think I fell in love with who I wished you were. Because, my love, I don't recognize you anymore.