my heart is heavy though I don’t know why
it’s all been fine, or so it seems
at night I lay in bed and just cry
how I hate waking up from those dreams

it’s all been fine, or so it seems
as my day goes on, I take in what I see
how I hate waking up from those dreams
too trusting and fragile; I don’t always like what’s me

as my day goes on, I take in what I see
heart covered in scars; why do this to myself?
too trusting and fragile; I don’t always like what’s me
keep my feelings superficial for nothing else helps

heart covered in scars; why do this to myself?
dark thoughts lurk; rainclouds in my mind
keep my feelings superficial for nothing else helps
no matter what happens I can’t ever unwind

dark thoughts lurk; rainclouds in my mind
at night I lay in bed and just cry
no matter what happens I can’t ever unwind
my heart is heavy though I don’t know why