cold winter rain brings pain to my numb body for pain brings warmth and warmth brings life there is no life without pain there is no life without suffering for without these we cannot experience joy all these feelings are temporary as if life so if we cannot fully embrace these feelings we cannot fully experience life give up your tailored shoes for homemade moccasins give up your malls for goodwills burn down your offices and ignite your bonfires ignore warnings and use what brings you happiness for legal and illegal are all societal views what nature gives us should be available for the masses it should be the key to unlock the gates of imagination I do not believe in meditation because it separates the mind from the body these two go hand in hand without one, we can't enjoy the other *** is the purest form of pleasure so why should it be subdued? we came into this world naked and free why should this stop after we leave the womb? these are all just thoughts ideas and dreams but can they not be considered? I hope not for my name to be remembered I hope not for eternal life I only hope my stories can tell the stories of a thousand others a thousand other broken kids who have given up hope on society but not on the world for the world is nature and it is the only form of joy our race hasn't put a price tag on our race isn't white our race isn't black or anything in between it is only human as are we.