i woke up
73 minutes had passed
they were gone
and so was i
well my mind was..
but physically i was present
reminded that there was still so much to be happy for
even though the world seemed so bitter
and since then i lost a big part of myself
i still have yet to find it
and even in my wildest dreams i would choose to have never lived that night
because i miss the old me
and i always will