The pain.
It just pulls me down.
***** me right into the ground.
Or at least I feel that way.
Physically I look ok.
But mentally i'm worse than a shipwreck.
My soul soul has sunk into the depths of the ocean and is pulling my mind along with it.
I want my soul to come back up but it can't float anymore because theres a hole in it and now its submerged in the depths of the ocean.