Alcohol induced psychosis and delusions;
My vision blurred and smeared,
The illusion that everything an intrusion,
My surroundings disappeared..

Reasonless angry reactivity to everything?
Situation completely out of control.
           Are you in there? Can you hear me?
The alcohol seriously; taken it's toll.

     This birthday party just hit the fan!
I'm out, I don't even know where I am.
          That didn't last long, now I'm back in,
               To completely stir things up again.

Completely wild, like light of the full moon!
                                                  僕 わ ばか です!
Will this please get better soon?
                                           Boku wa baka desu!

Fighting yelling resisting choking kicking biting
      punching dragging arguing ruining partying
                   aching hurting destroying SOARING
                                                         ­                 crying...

I'd rather die than go to jail,
                               I gotta be honest,
                 I'd rather turn tail
              Than face charges like this.

     Bridges burnt.
Confidence gone.
And then I learnt:
      Feeling alone.

Wake up.

Broken ankle, broken wrist.
Wired jaw, have fun sippin' through straws.
Tracheostomy, now there's an ugly twist.
This can happen when you break the law.
And jump out of third story windows. uh oh
                                                             ­         d u h

What causes a man to do this. He really should know his limits.
Once again I shall see me in court. Defend myself with dire retort.
Get Under the influence: become insane.
                          Never shall I drink again.