Reminiscing the past
Comes with pain
Heartache and fear.

Of the times I spent
With someone that didn't care.

You claimed to love me,
You swore you did.
Love isn't about possession,
It's not about being perfect.

You caused me a pain
That can never heal.
You shred me to pieces
That can't be concealed.

To the world
I'm just a pretty face.
They don't know
About the devil I embraced.

You took what I had
And left me with nothing.

Besides the desire,
the desire
To end my life
Everytime I hear your name.

I can't look in the mirror
Without feeling shame.
My confidence is so low,
I know your the one to blame.

When I see you,
Fear consumes me.
I can't breathe
Because of the way you hurt me.

Over and over
Like you have before
Battling with myself
To lead a normal life.