You never really find yourself until you're lost in a crowd,
Stranded with all the other souls,
moving through life on the same path and mostly to the same destination.
Standing with the others makes things clear for me.
I just stand back and watch,
And think.
But I always do a lot of thinking.
How could I get around it when I see everyone else around me being happy with their love, their world.
But here I am,
just me to myself,
Contemplating life, love, happiness/Wondering/ Wishing/ hoping/ praying that I could find what I'm looking for,
to be happy like the others.
But me being me,
I can't find what I am looking for,
and I wont just take anyone, I've had too many bad experiences for that.
For now, I will continue to weave my way through the faceless dull crows.
But, One day I will find you,
I know I will!
And that will be the day that my happiness stays for good!