I feel its sadness creeping, pounding, rising. its every pump brings me back back to the days of after school summers, snow cones, boats, and the open sea. My darkness is hiding behind every thought i think of like a panther lurking in the jungle finding the right moment to strike yes, this is my true sadness. Its there, and enigma, a figure of my imagination? no this is real. This is what it feels like to be alone with no where to turn. no family to talk to no friends to hang out with I'm done...