Waiting on the verdict
In this court of my dreams
Guilty or not, I suffer again
While I scream and I plea.
I made the right choices,
But I still live in the shroud.
I guess being the better man doesn't matter
But I go through with it with no doubt.
I told you I love you and I mean that sincerely,
More than my self I guess time can only tell me
I'm never quite enough
I'm just not the right match
For whoever I love
Because my head deserves the axe.
Karma's a ***** and I know her well,
Remember my name before I'm stuck in the well.
Built with mortar and brick,
By my own two hands
Just don't seal the top because you can help me real quick.
Grab my hand and pull my up
Before my fate becomes permanent like the feelings I've felt, ****.