another day,
Again, without you in my head.
I don't want to lie,
It does feel empty in the inside.

Heart bleeds,
Non stop,
Whenever the thought of you passed by,
Inside my head.

The pain is still there, dear.
It is unbearable.

We bumped into each other today,
Oh god,
Only god knows how much i miss watching you from a far,
But now,
You're in front of me,
Walking down the stairs,
Passed by me,
I forced myself,
Not to look and stare at you,
Like i used to.

One strange voice from the inside whispers...
you can never get over him,
Another one screams,
move on my darling!

but i don't know...
I really don't know..
I really don't know how...
I miss everything,
I miss those deceiving eye contacts...
I miss watching you...
I miss everything about you...
Eventho it was just a ...crush

It's day 3,
And im confused
And i....
*missed you