I am decembers darkest hour a withered lover, a withered flower a heart broken, blackened in two a half for me, and a half for you I am the forgotten love, you desired the pouring rain, and muffled fire the love you lost, the deepening hate a bitter taste, this predesitined fate desire not desire now desire not desire how I am the knowledge of the love you lost happiness sacrificed upon the cross blink the poisonous tears from your eyes an acidic face of untold lies feel the turture deep inside where coldness spreads, and warmth died desire not desire now desire not desire how?