i managed to wake up,
and not think about you.

i was kind of proud,
with myself,
this time,
i'm moving on so fast,
too fast.

this morning,
it doesn't feels like my usual morning,
where i'll be in school,
waiting for you to come.
I'll be looking down my watch,
every tick,
just to make sure that,
i see your face first,
before school starts.

during recess,
it feels different too,
usually,
i'll be searching for your shadows,
but not today.
today,
i did not even bother,
you came or not.

everything just feel so different,
am i moving on too fast?
or is it too slow?

i knew it from the start,
from the first day,
i liked you,
i don't deserve you.

i know,
it was just a crush..

its day 2 my dear,
how are you?