i think the beginning is always like the end a perfect circle meeting a familiar point that draws itself to completion. i think i'm always going to meet that same point despite the illusion of forward motion. despite the spinning sensation of change. i think the beginning is always like the end and that's why i'm here alone. you can cast a stone on water but it always sinks you can take a picture of yourself and think you're beautiful but it never cures the sickness that comes like clockwork.