I keep sitting here waiting. Im waiting for the little red lite . Im waiting for the little red lite on my phone. Im waiting for that little red lite to turn blue. When It does Ill pick up my phone expecting. Ill pick up my phone expecting a text.
I dont know what im expecting to read in this text I only know what I sent. I said what I feel, I know that much for sure. Im curious? Im curious where I stand? Im curious where I stand ? I sit here and wonder am i waiting for some kind of edification Am I waiting to hear that I triumph over another Am I waiting to hear that Im Loved more or something Who In the Hell am I trying to kid here Whos eyes am I trying to pull the wool over Ive been kidding myself for far to long It makes no difference if I am loved more or not It doesnt change the way I feel one way or the other Im curious where I stand so I can be honest with myself I need to know the man I see in the mirror every morning is the man I want to see