I still feel fat most of the time
But there are times when I unwind
When I feel small and it is kind
I realize I am changing so much
Sometimes I do not realize it til I am touched
Like the way I can wrap my legs around you
The way you cup my *** cheeks in your hands
That makes my *** feel as tiny as you say it is
And that makes me laugh, feel 3 sizes smaller
And probably a good 5 inches taller
Size is a feeling
Changing within mindset
It is all good as long as my *** fits on the swing set ; )
As long as I keep moving and improving what I am working with
The feeling of my size will change in the right direction
I choose to change with positive self reflection
Without all that negative interjection
I have genuine intent to lead my way
Core strength I work on every day
Because size is a feeling I mold by the minute
And this body of mine is out to win it
So I walk with a lot of attitude, lets say
A solid size 14 at play
Until I drop another size ok?
Right now size is not a number
It is not a label in my pants
It is the attitude I wear
The ease at which I dance
Size is a feeling ; )
Very freeing
I declare