I am asked how I feel
Nearly every day
Yet I still don't have an answer

To be honest
I don't remember the last time
I felt anything
But fear and loneliness

Fear for the future
Fear that I'll never
Make it through high school
Fear that you will leave me again
Fear that I will never be content with myself

I'm lonely because I'm sad
I'm lonely because I'm scared
I'm lonely because you left
I'm lonely because everyone left

Nothing will ever be okay again