sitting before the curtain of my heart, i feel the ripples of what some might call fear for what is about to unveil. behind me sits an audience that can onlyΒ Β be described as a sea of songs long since embedded in my brain, waves of past lovers and lies and the silhouette of a solitary sickness. then suddenly, the lights go dim and i am overcome by the previews of the present moment. caught between the sea behind me and the curtain in front of me, is all that i am all that i love and all that i have yet to be.