i haven't slept in a week

I expressed my intention

I explained my desire

I stressed how this wasn't going to change.

I said all this then

I shared my secrets, let you in.

I let you cuddle after ***

I answered your phones calls every night.

I watched you fall in love so

I flirted with your friends for fun.

I got ****** when you got jealous

I got bored with your "possesiveness".

I sat you down and said stop bothering me.

I was pleased with my "assertivness".

I laughed behind your back

at your reaction to a broken heart.

I justified my cruelty quite beautifully.

I havn't slept in a week....

I'd like to say I had a revival of conescience

but I know i just got lonely.

So I called you, got you drunk and let you touch me.

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