blades of grass cut at my heels I love the way it feels a mosquito ****** at my skin I pinch my skin around its mouth and watch as it explodes from within I hold in my hand the heart of a former man a man I used to be a man that will remain a casualty I breathe underwater because I am afraid of drowning I put myself around people because I do not like them around me voices surround me, my fears have found me and I hope they are prepared this time I am old enough to create a shield with my mind now I can do anything at anytime I am scared of snakes, thrown one on me I am scared of snakes THROW ONE ON ME!!!