Jan 2015
I kind of felt like someone sucker punched me in the gut Like my whole life had led up the that moment yet everything changed in a split second.
When you desperately want something so bad for so long and it just slips out of your fingers at the last possible second.
You feel hopeless.
You feel worthless
You don't know how to pick yourself up afterwards.
How many times is everything going to go to **** before it all works out .
More importantly when will it all work out.
When will everything be ok.
When you desperately want something so bad for so long and it just slips out of your fingers at the last possible second.
You feel hopeless.
You feel worthless
You don't know how to pick yourself up afterwards.
How many times is everything going to go to **** before it all works out .
More importantly when will it all work out.
When will everything be ok.
this ones really old, I'm not sure why I never published it. I was doing a little free write for my friends blog and was asked to answer the question "how did it feel" in any way I could
